Mood Swings

It's been a really bad night for me tonight. For some reason I've having these terrible mood swings. One minute I'm fine, the next minute I'm just utterly down and depressed. *sighs* The more depressed I get, the more submissive I get as well. Maybe I should have taken my mother's suggestion and gone on some mild anti-depressants. I mean, it's not that I mind being submissive *grins*, but it sucks when you're too depressed to enjoy it.

Curious

I've spent the past hour or so looking through the local journals (and stealing their interests, mwhahaha) *cheers the database for finally being back up* and I'm really starting to wonder why I'm keeping a journal in the first place. Contrary to what you might think from reading these entries, I'm usually not a talkative person. To tell the truth, I'm actually a tad scared/shy when I think about all the people who could be reading these things. On the other hand, it's also kind of exhilarating to be able to share some of my thoughts and feelings with others. *shrugs*